ugly

My phone is dead and the new one won't be here until tomorrow at the absolute earliest, so I'm a bit cut off from the world. Feeling ugly and lonely. Not for lack of the love of family and friends, but I want Boys to think I'm pretty and wonderful, even after they get to know me. Why does that seem so hard? External validation, dammit.

I have half a post from a few days ago written, but I'll write the other half when I'm less cranky and back-date it.

Sing it, Dorothy Parker:

Unfortunate Coincidence
By the time you swear you're his,
Shivering and sighing,
And he vows his passion is
Infinite, undying,
Lady, make a note of this —
One of you is lying.