Why is my dog being whiny and clingy? I am trying to write my big phone sex thing for tomorrow. I need to write and concentrate and write some more. I wrote an outline last night, which I never do, and a big block this afternoon, but I want to turn in a way-too-long version with absolutely everything in it that I can then chop down into something smaller and punchier. Just need to keep spitting out chunks of it until it is done. Chunk chunk chunk.

I had a rough few days last week. A close friend was being a jerk-face and it hurt something fierce. This is why I'm so guarded about people I let into my friend-world and (corny but true) into my heart. I am EXTREMELY sensitive once I care about a person and I've had enough hurtful people in my life already, thankyouverymuch. Add to that this wonderful time of the month and you have one sad, lonely, weepy Annabell. Not good, and not very productive. I need to be productive. Need to write.

Back to writing.