Humming humming wall is humming. Pipes? Wind? Water? Hum hum hum. Ho hum ho hum my head is dead ho hum. Too many days. Class gets dropped. I liked that class, but drop drop drop it goes, where it stops, nobody knows. Can't think. Can't read. Can't even play silly phone games. Too lost. Brain too lost. Ouchy ouchy ouch ouch ouch. Mind lost. Brain lost. Stick me in a cave somewhere. Quiet temperate cave. Drill holes in my head, fix holes in my heart, whatever, I don't care anymore. Chop me up and put me back together again so I can be a real person again all of the time, not just most of the time, because some of the time this shit sucks.