a revised life plan

I'm spending the rest of my life stoned. At least until the migraine goes away. It makes things significantly more tolerable, particularly if I don't get as stoned as I did in that other post. Stoned to the point that best balances between incapacitated by pain and incapacitated by pot. Birdie is coming this weekend and I have to find some way to be capable of enjoying it, since I've been really really really looking forward to it and now I'm terrified I'll miss it completely, cooped up in my apartment/cave. Stoned it is.